The Waiting Game

If anything is to come of my SNEC meeting from last month, I should know soon. I keep telling my mom and other friends not to worry about the outcome or spend too much time thinking about it. I tell them to pray for me and that if this is meant to be, it will happen. Yet I have been unable to think of anything else this weekend--I found out on Friday that my references have been checked. The more I think about the possibility of this opportunity, the more I want it. The amount of time, energy, and money involved to make this change is also weighing on my mind. I’m supposed to be flying to Atlanta in a couple of weeks (June 18-19) for the Red Sox series. I can’t help but wonder if/how this will be impacted by what might or might not come up this week... All I can do now is pray for a less anxious mind and that I can trust whatever path God wants me to go on. Even if it means staying in a yucky work environment.